Down right disappointed.

With myself la.

CL is so selfish even in the day when the whole world is commemorating Christ's crucificxion and His resurrection. What a let down la. LOUSY. When people are doing outreach, she's thinking about her own problems and worries over her own small small issues which are not at all important at this present moment. Worse, feeling emo over missing pieces. So self-centered. So impatient.

There should be no more shopping and movies, no more late nights and emails until she finds Jesus back to the centre... The heart played too much. It's starting to not obey. And given CL's character, she may do stunning acts and enjoy it as much. So I shouldn't decide what colour to dye first.


But.
Lord still take in losers, right?

I'll be the U-turned loser then.

I'll not say yes.