Seasons in the Sun

I feel so proud being part of the family.
Part of the church.

Part of the company.

Part of the friendship.
Part of the complications.


I am thankful for all opportunities life has provided me with.
Thankful for the decisions made thus far, from the bad I learnt the good I benefitted.
Thankful for simplicities of Truth and the complications of the principles.
Thankful for the joy and sorrow, the arrivals and departures, the ups and downs.
Thankful for all love shown, patience generously given, care provided...
Thankful for the hurt experienced, memories of silliness and wrong turns made.

All these made up to who I am today.
And will all I am, I decide from here.
Do not want to imagine "perhaps"...
Do not want to regret on "what if"s...
Rejecting the short-term feeling of "floating in the air", which madethe fall unto reality grounds so hard.
Rejecting the short-lived "fantasy and dreams", which often pulled me further from where I should be.
Rejecting the "negativeness, worries, fear and skeptism", basically all the side-effects growing up brought me.

It will be if it is meant to be.
It will not no matter how hard I try.
For all that will and will not, I want to be thankful.
And make all the good out of it.

Being logically intact and staying positive are not mutually exclusive.
Because...


With Christ all things are possible!
(Not talking about what our human nature wants, but rather the unlimited plans of God!)
Learning to discover the undisturbed peace and unconditonal joy within me.





Yes, already within me.