Thoughts from NYP...

Hey! I'm at my new workplace spending my lunch! Lalala~ Anyway, first day. So have time to check out mails, read PDL, write my journal and BLOG! Hee...

I did a rather fun survey. Ya, it's just a survey and I'm convinced at most of these testS eventually comes to similar conclusion. That you're studborn, kind to those close to you, emotional... Like DUH?! Who's not? Still, I did the test.

As usual, I didn't like the results. But I'll start to! Because I've learnt that God put certain personalities in different people for HIS PURPOSE. And I definately cannot afford to miss my life's purpose! That's important... Well, I'll enjoy being myself(not that I don't change for the better, but I'll stop trying to be like another person) and start living CL's life purpose! I don't dare to have any suggestions as to how God should have created me. He's wiser. And I can never understand His plans.

Of coz there are times when I still(I gonna do smth about this...) want to hold on to my dreams, beliefs and plans... But think twice, if THAT,(whatever we're planning) is not in God's plan, IT WON'T LAST. So it's of no use trying to force a dream into reality if God doesn't approve! There'll be no peace, love and hope. And it'll defeat the basic purpose of my aims anyway~ All I can pray is:

God,

Your will, not mine.

Your plans, not mine.

Your purpose, not mine.

Pleasing You, not me!

CL

(Your daughter still learning...)