Friday, July 21, 2006

Guilt

I feel so guilty. Of thinking so low of a life with soul. To look down on him so much that I didn't say things to him, which Jesus definately would have. To think of how proud I shared how I hanged his calls made me feel so disgusted of myself. How could I fully love when can't love people who are not lovable in my eyes? How can I say I practise WWJD when I do the exact opposite? No matter if he's sick mentally or not, he still has his thinking and could have received God's spirit to help him change. Only IF I had done my part, only IF...



Lord, teach me to love. REAL LOVE, YOUR LOVE.

Because I want to love wholly, I want to love everyone...
Here I repent. Again.

2 Comments:

At July 21, 2006 1:20 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

we'll see hw GOD works.u'll go WOW,,,go read my mails n nv say never.cause u NEVER noe!

 
At July 22, 2006 10:04 AM, Blogger CL said...

Never get jealous.
Never quit saying things that are true.
Never take what's not yours.
Never murder.
Never worship other Gods.
Never let anything comes before God.

So many NEVERs... Why shouldn't we say never? Anyway, it's nice to see your grp growing. Stay focus if you wanna continue growing! A diversed life NEVER bring any lasting results. Add oil!

 

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