So much of you to get to know...

It's drizzling again.
Walked home in rain again.
Good! Keep on raining! Go on pouring!
I love rainy days :D

Have you ever tried looking to the sky, seeing the raindrops fall into your eyes? Try that if you haven't! It's a new special feeling. I tried hard not to blink, but it's futile. I still blink. Maybe I should wear goggles? Will I still blink in the goggles?! Hah. But there are some reactions you naturally do whenever you face certain circumstances. And that's hard to change. We can say as much things we will do differently if met with the same situation again. But, talk is cheap. When you start doing, and REALLY MEETS IT, you know how difficult is one little expression. When you have to fight against what you usually do, against how you felt. Fight to become someone ideal. Fight to improve. Have we fought so hard that we no longer know how we really feel inside? That's when you've mixed up what you think you are and what you really are. I expert ehh... Hah. Anyway, never mind what I said, here's a nice song, to tune back to God:

It's our confession Lord,
That we are weak,
So very weak.
But You are strong.

And though we've nothing Lord,
To lay at Your feet.
We come to Your feet,
And say "Help us along".

A broken heart and a broken spirit,
You have yet to deny.
You heart of mercy meets with love strong courage.
Let the river flow,
By the Spirit now,
Lord we cry.

Let Your mercies fall from heaven
Sweet mercies flow from heaven
New mercies for the day
Oh shower them down
Lord as we pray

We don't have to dig what's exactly inside us to become more like Jesus. We don't have to fully understand ourselves to start living a Christ-like life. We just have to do what He does. And by the time you realise, what you felt inside is no longer important. Because it's no longer valid. And that's overcoming yourself. Our sinful selves. Something I learnt from Daddy. Important lesson for me...
:)