No reserve for self.

Loving is to be vulnerable.
Open to hurts, disappointments and bruises.
Because love chooses to be sincere, honest and taken off feet.
Love fearlessly and start expecting.
And of course, agape love has been demostrated throughout 33yrs, ending on the Cross.

Don't say you love or has once loved when you are building on yourself all the while.
Don't deflate the value of how you could have loved.

Should I?

I feel like changing my hero from Jacob to Joshua.

You know it's ok to step forward when you've already stepped forward.
We don't make right choices, we make our choice right...
God's grace!