A peep to near future...

When we work; we work.
When we pray; God works.
-Edmund Chan-

That's why it's more exciting to see how God leads your life then to drive through all paths in life ourselves. With God, mistakes lessen, hurts reduced, time utilized, purpose reached. It's amazing to discuss my future with parents. Their aims, concepts, patterns and ideas somehow isn't far from mine. And this is how I counter check if I'm in-line with His plans for me, match my thinking with my parents'.

AND WHEN THEY MATCH...
That's the feeling I like!
Knowing I'm on the right track.
Here's a new motivation to graduate from SSDC faster!
Now I know why I've always so trust the voice inside me.
Even when I so don't like the idea of it, I will still pay attention to it...

Lord, Your will.
Not ours.

Okaayy

Ridiculous.
But why should I be bothered?
No, I shouldn't, wouldn't and cannot care anymore...

Although it's disappointing, but disappointment at times build.
It sure did this time round.
You actually hugged her.

忘我拦阻？

和他在一起真的不是开玩笑的哦。
他不满足于应付他。
他要你的目光，精神和回应。
所以好像过得非常充实。
上高山、下油锅的事都做过一遍一样。。。
但是怎么办呢？
谁叫我已爱上他了呢？




生活不就是因为这样而精彩的吗？
若心老实服从自己的使唤，那，还有什么可期待的？
常提醒自己不可以拿着当借口来掩饰自己内心的恶。
所以，就在这两处之间很难平衡。
有时还要安静问问自己到底心里深处究竟是怎么想的。
可是我们个人的心意又算得了什么呢？

依然认为能忘我的人才能在他的生命完成旨意。
（短宣时，忘我的例子。。。）

都说了，是神的旨意嘛，不是自己的意念。。。
若是还需看地位、面子、等适合脱档时机的话，还不如召别人去完成？
爸爸很讨厌我喜欢去做mani/pedicure, facial, spa也是因为这个原因。
这么爱惜自己的身体后就更难放下自我咯。
况且。。。现在已经很难了 T.T
莫人说过非常老实、直率的话：
“I think too much too good for myself. I'm sorry.”
哗，多么坦诚的认错。

Let's move from self;
To others.

:)

Don't miss out life.

Well, I really appreciate sincerity. A call to share worries, an sms of troubles, a word of concern or a look of support. I appreciate them! So I'm indeed glad I'm back, to share the burdens and of cause the joy too. Someone said this somewhere sometime ago, "When you've come to the end of your ropes, you just have to tie a knot and hang on there!" That's life, isn't it?

Although we know our purpose to life, although that's supposed to excite us a lifetime, although we know we shouldn't, although we understand it's wrong... But we do get tired about life, don't we? We're all sicked of exams, problems seemed unresolve, worries keep increasing, feeling discourage from all the failures... There are times when even people with the Lord in heart feels this way too, no?

But here's a song you can sing when tears blurred the vision of your path. When your weak legs can no longer hold you up from the fall. When you think you have no more space for another trouble that awaits:

When your heart aches so bad
When your days are so sad
When your problems are like waves
One after another heavier each day

When happiness is like dew
Vanishing before you knew
When joy is like a bird
Flying so high you cannot catch

To sing in your sorrows
To sing even though it hurts
To sing and dance in the darkest days
Coz' God never give it away!

Especially to my 0203: No matter how tough our lives may be. Careful when we start giving in, trying to please ourselves. Careful when we no longer look upon Him to help us, and think He won't lift a finger. Careful when we have forgotten to give thanks, and make our lives full of grumbles and criticisms. Careful that our little hearts don't drift from our Creator.

Eccl 12:1

"Remember also your Creator, in the days of your youth..."

Before the day ends...

HEY PEEPS! *waves* I miss Singapore big time! The food, bathroom, my room, bed, table... Also miss sleeping late, waking late. However, I enjoyed the trip more than I think I would. Yes, lots of playtime this time round and also 'anytime-anywhere-anyhow' eat policy perked all our spirits! (Ermm, it's still a mission trip afterall...) All the church visits, talks, coffee-times, meetings, preparations and executions of plans somewhat OPENED my eyes. I think too much about myself. Now that I see more of others, then can I think more about them and less about self. Believe it or not, it makes own troubles die out faster!

I'm more assured that I'm on my way.
This is good.
And this is exciting.
Because I never thought there'll be such a day so soon.
I've realised I was never there all along.

Dad says if I really want something out of my life, I shouldn't be doing things to plan space for them to return. For the fact that I should keep them from me, I will do what I should do. And in time to come, everything's going ot be alright! Eddie Murphy said, "I spent my 30s fixing everything I broke in my 20s."(Reader's Digest) Let's live carefully, choose what enters your life.

Oh ya... I realised that I like frogs because they're green in colour. Not because they're frogs, but because they're green.

没拥有过；怎么失去？

"Where your treasures are, is where your heart would be." If they're all in trash, you'll soon find yourself heartless to the things, happenings, people you've once cherished. That's the reversed logic that I believe will work. Because I can't control my heart, I control my treasures... Throwing one by one and pacing step by step towards reformation. It's nice experiencing spilling my guts and try to stretch as far as possible. The joy sets in when what you think can never overcome, you overcame.

How vulnerable are we in Your power and greatness.
What value does our feelings have when You will is to be done.
I'm made of dust, breathing only because You allow me to.
How can I, then, drift away doing things that displease You?

Ok. I'm having chalet tomorrow!
BBQ!
Followed by Thailand trip!
I should be happy. Hmm, let me post some cherry things to make your day too?!

我有她一起度过精彩的泰国段萱路程！（看了不会怕吗？哈哈哈。。。）



她妹妹也不赖噢。。。


他？！Best in balancing...


你们这些白痴照片在我巨商时，还真有益！


Typical 欠揍脸：算公司的账时小心一点，眼睛开大点！


老爸的杰作。

大家！
加油咯！

I'm sorry.

Maybe I shouldn't do alot of things I did.
Maybe I shouldn't say alot of things I've said.
However, in anyway, it happened.
I'm sorry if it hurt anyone, I'm guilt-strikened.

But, seldom regret my message, just the expression.

Tea-Breaksss

05/09/2007:

06/09/2007:


07/09/2007:


08/09/2007:

Because too much of tea left me awake at night as I try to fall asleep. And tons of random thoughts rain down on me making me feel more awake as the clock ticks by. So, I'm giving up on this unhealthy habit, or should I say, interest...

SWITCH! To kiwies. Heard from LQ and Readers' Digest that they are voted top-most beneficial fruits. Hoping that they don't fail me. I need to sleep.

"You take it like a man. Life's too big, to be affected by small things."
I'm taking it like a man.
I can, I'm a man.

But allow me to cry when no one's looking...

... revamp... TADA!

This is BEFORE revamp:






... This is AFTER much work:




After looking at the pics, I thought they look kind of messy again. Why?! Argh. Hmm, let's see where to improve, where to put more posters and pics, where to keep clean & clear... Oh btw, I have 36 babies in my room. Those sleeping ones are always sleeping and awake ones are always awake. I'll scream if otherwise... Haha!

Goooodnessss?

Goodness is so vague.
Where should I start? How should I end? Selfless, fulfilling purpose, generous living = Goodness? Man! I have no idea for this week's Words! RW, help! Dad, help!

And you call this supper. No wonder I have no understanding from the scriptures now...


ZH, I may go and see you tomorrow. If time permits, k!

Lalala

Was watching soccer with dad a while ago. Other than telling me not to use rude words on those players + the dumb goal-keeper(opps, okay...) he told me another thing which really make sense. He says two kind of people are most unwanted at the box near goal-post: 1 Those who have no confidence. 2 Those who are over confident.

They usually miss the attack, or the defense. And he added, it's the same in church. YA.

There are somethings I must refrain from doing to let myself break that cycle. One of it is watching movie. Shouldn't go airports too. And I done both of these Sunday and Monday, this explains all that's going on now... DUH! I'm sleeping~
Thanks, Maxx...