Being Truthful and Faithful

Just came back from the doctor. 2 days MCs!! [don't envy...] One of a nicer doctors I've met. Don't understand why I've always been meeting arrogant doctors except for my knee injury treatment doctor. But anyway, no good impression of doctors... He said I've got flu, and shouldn't share food, drinks, bed...Blah blah blah with family. Duh! Anyway, sorry if I've dampened any one's mood today. Faking up a smile is tedious. Sorry guys...

Anyway, have just realised the importance of being faithful recently. "A person who is most of the time faithful is not faithful at all" Rick Warren said that. What a powerful reminder to me. How can a person who cheats, or hide things says that they're being faithful?! There may be hundred and thousands of reasons to hide things from people, to do things that you know will lead mislead yourself and people around you. They are all EXCUSES. They're not reasons at all. Infact, they are little greeds that grows as fast as the clock clicks. Have to stop thinking of such excuses to condole these little black marks in life.

Many of us actually knows what our actions will bring us. We know we're at the line of doing correct or wrong things. We know we're setting ourselves traps if we continue what we're doing. We still allow those things to continue... That's being stupid. In God's eyes, that is.

His heart beats fast and is very worried as we keep doing things that leads us further away from Him. And the worst part is, we purposely blind ourselves, lying to ourselves:
"Huh?! Like that also cannot meh?? This is not sinning mah!"
But deep down, we know the intentions of our doings. Although they may be sugar-coated by our pretendence, the excuses that we gave ourselves.

If you don't understand what I'm saying, you're the lucky few. At least you haven't pretended to to something that seems helpful, but is actually doing out of your own ill intentions! Proud of you!! Whoever you're... Help whoever is struggling there, God.

You know we all want to be true.