Watch Over

Watching...

... over.

Array.

I used to say I don't see the value in spending hundreds on fresh flowers on wedding day, only to see them wither the next few days, not even lasting a week.

So I'd prefer:

If we used to think like me, see if they'll change your views...

Enjoy! :D

1. Tender Thoughts

Like the nice blend of colours in the same shade.

2. Sweetest Belle

Hmm... Not my kind but really sweet :) Feel glad for whoever receives this!

3. Summer Rennaisance

I'd rather name it Lemon tree! Hohoho~ Creative! Like!

4. Spring Sweetest Pleasure

Whao~ Hot pink... Nice colour and flowers contrast ya?

5. Rosy Fanfare

Red Ridding Hood's basket of flowers~

6. Posh

Obviously not the kind I'll like. Too elegant and classy...

7. Pink Princess

So rarely pink comes in comfortable to me >.<

8. Lavish Floral Hat

Of course don't mind wearing one! Hee~ Like the tone.

9. Home Sweet Home

Something I will imitate / spend $ to create / steal one for my home...

(No matter if my husband finds it too girly or what. Lalalala~)

10. Glorious Shine

Something so traditionally modern...

11. Free Spirit

Matching name! Perhaps to get this one now? Hmm~

12. Fit for Princess

Ash, this is for you :) From Miah... :x

13. Fair Blush

My 2nd Option after #9. Something cosy, sweet and warm. Purple-pink did the work!

14. Colour Attraction

Hmmm... Ok lor... -.-

15. Centre of Universe

Special and unique design ya? I like x10!

16. Blossoming Beauty

Something I'll get for my elders... Reminds me of Grandma and Mummy's love. :)

17. A Sight for Keeps

Every stalk seeking attention with vibrant colours... Makes the whole vase attractive. Not bad...

Seasons changes;

Life proceeds.

For every harvest;

There are heartwork.

We reap whatever we sow.

What was that dream?

I learnt 2 things yesterday:

1. I'll stand in this possibility until it becomes reality.

2. Perceived value never has more value than its actual value.

As we turn towards the Sun, our shadows fall behind.

We can be products of past, but not prisoners of past.

That's the privilege of walking with your Creator.

That's the responsibility of living life to its fullest.

That's the power of hope, energy of living and strength of love.

I'm still trying to pull our that slot of memory...

I feel I'm missing something I cannot afford to, no doubt I can very well live without.

不甘愿... -.-"

My memory irritates me again.

A smile is a curve that sets everything straight.

There are many types of Sunshine:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UZLsggi7acI&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ozFprFxI6Uo&NR=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rc2jsjnt-HY&NR=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Irujh2bNkk&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0_TGFXc5XQo&feature=related

There are many people who took their Sunshines for granted, realising too late.

There are many people who burdened their Sunshines in the name of love.

This one really brings me out into the Sunshine, ha!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JtQrPSgfAWo&NR=1&feature=fvwp

All Sunshine makes a desert. -SF-

We can have fun in rainy days too.

Fairy tales are no longer attractive.

When you know what real is.

I may be confusing, forgetful and always shifting grounds...

But there are only few things I've set my heart upon.

Don't you?

Lalalala~

It was the same watch;

same blouse;

same bus stop;

same thoughts running through...

I'm so blessed.

I'm thankful.

Exit restrictions through the door of freedom to bondage.

This is why we feel taxed as we gain control in life, isn't it?

Or is it just me?

But who cares now, it's zzz time!

:D

No wonder they say the best is YET to be...

To be all that we can...

... isn't at all easy.

Blues finding way.

It has been so long...

Since I've been so upset.

It has been so long...

For such a good release.

For all that you don't understand, neither do I.

For all that you're working on, also am I.

Are we mirror who never meet?

Or shadows of unity?

We are always so near yet so far.

I'm not as good as you see, really...

Lord,

Take it my birthday wish for the next 10 yrs: Let him see me wed.

I need Your permission for my selfishness.

:(

I really hope...

I can recall that dream.
How can I forget something I am determined not to forget?

Get over, quick.

There are some days you feel especially nostalgic about life.

There are also some nights when imaginations over-ride logic.

When you feel so small and stuck and cannot do anything but wait.

And sometimes I really want to jump out of the track because it's such a torture.

I have a weak mental.

I hate waiting.

Zzz...

Prayers need no passport :)

I'm on 3 days MC since Tuesday.

And going on therapy on Fri afternoon.

Thus, for this whole week, it's a half-day work.

I believe in eternity.

And the little eternity this life.

I remember the loves.

And the little lovely actions by far.

I hope for fulfillment.

And the blessing that follows after.

I'm so glad, so thankful, so hopeful.

Of church, of future, of self...

Have you received Christ?

You have to!

It's a never-will-regret journey into the Light.

Poem from Zhi Ying :)

Dear Lord,

When I am lonely and when I feel despair
Let not my ailing heart forget you hear my every prayer
Remind me that no matter what I do or fail to do
There is still hope for me as long as I have hope in You.
Let not my eyes be blinded by some folly I commit but help me to regret my wrong and to make up for it.

Inspire me now to put my fears upon a hidden shelf
And in the future never be sorry for myself.
Give me the restful sleep I need, before another dawn
And bless me in the morning with courage to go on.

National Day

Anyway, I am so impressed by Melissa today.

Really.

I think Wenjie is really impressive.

Also, although I am sick, with inflammation at throat and resulted in cough, but I'm still glad.

Glad that I'm still improving in health generally, that I will continue so!

This year's National Day is a whole new experience for me.

It spurred me to think alot.

Nothing is impossible.

I believe in the minority possibility.

I told her today.

I will tell him one day.

Goodnight Singapore!

:D

I am thankful

I am foremost thankful for the God who heals.

I know that beyond the physiotherapy, beyond the supplements, beyond the sleeping early...

It was the prayers, the great God who is always in control, who heals.

I am so grateful, you never know how much being able to jog that distant meant to me.

It not only meant I can play hard, but rather, I don't have to burden people whom I love.

I am also thankful for parents and grandparents, for their patience.

No matter where I drift and how hard I fell, they are always there to lead.

Nothing will stop their love for me and my love for them.

I want to please them as much as I can, I should do that, for the fact of how they raised me.

I am thankful for my cg, all of the cgers.

Especially Wenjie, Mel and Fion, people who never went further than a call away.

The cg pushed me to grow nearer to God, in many ways.

Cg opened up a new phase of living for me to explore, living for others.

You never know how much you shaped me.

I am thankful for someone out there, so far away.

So all the care and concerns, shown and kept.

All the effort to tune me back to God, in so many ways.

Thankful for the understanding and patience all these while.

I am thankful for all my church leaders, their lives and testimonies.

How they have sowed in tears helped us to have chance to sing in joy!

Their countless hours thinking, planning and brainstorming fed us into fatty sheeps.

Their prayers, wisdom in understanding God's word and love to warm us, built us up.

How thankful can I be to have people living for the benefit of me, at no cost!

Half-filled cup.

Yes, there is emptiness.

There are areas I struggle so hard, things totally out of own control.

But there is also fullness.

Memories, growth and progress.

Harvest, results and love.

I prefer to see the fullness in days of emptiness...

:)

Leap Over?

There is no balance in opposition.

You just have to take sides.

Ya.

Placing a bet... With life.

Being obedient to God in all areas isn't at all easy.

But for all the effort and time-test, will come sweet sweet harvest...

And for all that I care, I want that sweet harvest.

That blessed and warrantied future.

If He dares promise, He will deliver.

If he dares promise, He will help him deliver...

:)

Shiok Ache :D

I think 0102 did a great job on Sat and Sun.
With the people invited, with the effort to run and play bball...
Surely the results are not due to our grace but the grace of God.
We can't stop learning the homework of putting ourselves down.

After the 2.4km+ run yesterday(- the aches -.-"), I feel good!
Na na na na na na!
I know that I would!~

Sometimes life is all about taking the Right step...
Although the whole world says NO!!!
Or all parts of your body, mind and accumulated laziness says NEXT WEEK!!!
Just as long we cross the hurdle to make the Right decision, we're bound to leap into greater heights!
Even if we do not physically, we did mentally :)

I thank God so much for my recovering health, really...

Life Story~

Once upon a time...

... And they lived happily ever after.

We fill up the story between the lines.

We decide how interesting our lives can be.

We make sure it is meaningful and beautiful.

We have to pay the consequences for every actions.

Not just in marriage terms but also with bro and sis, with God.

Any tiny little hard work, will ink our story.

And these lines which determine our last line.

"And they lived happily ever after."

That's at the last breathe, of our days on earth.

To an eternal joy with Christ our Master :)