traparehtrufnevednarehtrufsusehsulfniarehtepohi...

Are you testing me?? Save it.

Many people I knew passed away this week... And I shouldn't waste my life holding tightly to things I don't own. And maybe you can stop as well. Life's short. Maybe ours' EVEN SHORTER than usual, who knows.

What a pity to die in our lala-land, not holding unto what matters more.
And I don't want that to happen, to anyone.

People who turn their backs to catch a glimpse, don't deserve to enter the Kingdom of God.
Don't look back.

Return

I didn't know it'll hurt that much.

Aftermath of CAMPS

I sound like a man. I sound terrible lor... To think that I've to take EXTRA care before WL kills me on tues really worries me. T.T H-E-L-P!! Oh, btw, thanks Sam for buying me Ginseng tea,(although it teasted really YUCKS.) so, I'll post one of his photo to show my appreciative gratitude to him!(You'll see at the end of my post! :p) Anyway, ZN said that he was the most well-behaved person today because he watched us shop, try on clothes, walk here walk there, try nail polishes... And he didn't nag to go home! Well done, Jere papa :D

Btw, I received an email asking me not to talk too much. Hahaha! A whole list of Bible verses regarding "talking" as some reminders. What a coincidence. Yeah, I should learn to talk lesser, and maybe my voice will come back to me faster?! Who knows? These are the verses:

PROVERBS 10:19
1 PETER 3:10
JAMES 1:19
PROVERBS 17:27-28
ECCLESIASTES 5:3
TITUS 3:2
2 TIMOTHY 2:16
1 TIMOTHY 1:6
1 TIMOTHY 5:13
MATTHEW 12:36-37

I promised you Sam's photo right?? Here you go!

Bought a top today, for Christmas. And I love it la!

12/12/2006

Denny's ragged and frayed pencil-case after 5yrs. The pencil-case must have gone through lots of thunderstroms... See that hole? One more hole at the other side... Smaller hole though. He say I can have the pencil-case 10yrs later since I'm so amused by it. But I wonder what will be left after another 5yrs, let alone 10 yrs... Worn to shreds?? O.o

*****
And my medication yesterday. Looks like those ancient antidotes... Those that can cure serious poisoning or save a dying man at an instance. Only my grandma will have these medications, who else?


The bottle is already so small lor... I like the furry furry thing at the side of the bottle! Made the bottle look so valuable.(But in fact, the bottle is just a normal plastic container.) Guess what?! There's a description of how much I can take. According to your age, you can only take a small no. of those black-tiny-tablets... And I can only take 8. So have to throw away the rest of the tablets on the table! Now you can see the ingredients in it. Mum says these medications are harder to buy but they are super effective. Hmmm, I still have my reservations to these beliefs.

But I DID RECOVER.

*****
I really hope my dad's fine. Day after day, more storms awaits, more trials ahead of him. I wonder where he finds his strength, his smile, his energy, his love, his patience and his positve thinking. Today's another hectic day for him to shoulder problems caused by people he loves. He never complains. I never hear him grumble.(When I start grumbling on his behalf, I get scolded from him lor...) Sometimes I wonder, am I really the daughter of this hero of my life?

And then I give thanks.

ZZzzz...

Ok, it's official.
I'm falling sick.
Finally...
(I mean, counting the no. of hours of my sleep, I SHOULD be sicked long ago.)

So I shall post about Denny's pencil box and my medication(they are really amusing!) tomorrow. And also because I don't have the cable to transfer the pics. But I have Rene to lend me hers! She's always my mother, helping me to bring and do things I can't... Not forgetting my beloved AH MA! And those who saves me from Ah ma(Jas, SL, Annie) when she turns red... Hehehe :p

Okie, I'm sick, supposed to feel really bad. So shouldn't be "hehe-ing".
Bye, heading to bed...

Event-Full Trip

SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED LA!
I think I can write a book le. Everyday, new amusing things happened to me. Guess I killed half of my heart this trip to church camp lor... But there's no regrets of going. Infact, if these things were to happen again in exchange of going church camp, I'll go through all these running about AGAIN. (I'll try be more careful next time, REALLY.) :p

1. Friday night- Sick-incident:
I wish I did more. Like should slap him or would have kicked harder...(Don't want to mention in detail.)

2. Saturday morning- Passport photo:
Counter officer: 'Oh, you can't enter. Because we've asked you to change your photo twice. See. [Change Photo] and [Change Photo Final]. And you still haven't change.' *Traumatised* CL:'Serious?!' Officer: 'Ya! You see...(repeat ALL OVER AGAIN)' CL: 'I'm sorry, but can I be excused because I'm going in for a church camp and it's only for two days...' Officer: 'No, no, no... You have to see my boss.' *Worried* CL: 'Oh, ok. So sorry.' Went in the office, saw a super slow officer sitting and watching Mr Bean. After explaining, he lectured for like 10mins, then slowly reach out for his stamp to approve my entrance. *Relieved*

3. Saturday morning- Lost hp and wallet at breakfast table:
But actually ended up in LQ and JJ's room. -..-" Thank God!

4. Today,7pm plus- Forgotten to take hp and wallet from bus:
Took a cab all the way from Woodlands back to S'pore custom(WHERE WE JUST CAME FROM) with Alvin to collect my things. Thank goodness we went back, we left our cordless mike there on the bus too! Phewww... Not a wasted trip afterall, just that it's tiring and a perspiring trip down. On the way, because the cab driver didn't have change for a $50 note, he went to Shell's to buy things to change notes for us lor. Such a nice uncle! :)

Of the above events, big Thanks to my awesome God who always helps me through. And also to Alvin for being so unusually kind and helpful! WAHAHAHA! Ok la, you're really great... Hmm, lots of reflections in this camp, I enjoyed the testimonials sharing time most... I mean, I salute those who spoke for God and witness to others how He worked in their lives! No big words or long preparations, just sincere hearts and thankful tears. As all these happened, prayed that I would have the courage to do so next time. I want to speak for You, and about Your love.

紧紧抓住你。。。
(This, I'll not forget to!)

Peeps, remember to send those pics and MEMORABLE videos wor...
Night.

I'm no longer lonesome tonight!

Was to sleep alone tonight. BUT! Superman came to my rescue and now I don't have to spend a scary, quiet and lonesome night!! SY is here to stay-over... HAHA! And we cooked our own supper. Yes, I post the pics tomorrow and let you see the result of our products, k.

Btw me and Jas managed to find our "happiness" at South Canteen. My Western Food, and her Yong Tau Foo... Yummy. And not forgetting the Bubble Tea. Slluuurrrrp... We were discussing the relation between stomach and our being as a whole. Do we control our stomach of WHAT(How fat is it) we eat, or WHEN(How often is it) we eat? Or let that always hungry stomach control us, our time, money, health.

Well, I've once shamefully that I realised food can make me happy than anything else. Faster than the Bible can. YET. Bible is still the highEST in place at my heart wor ^^

One of my friend just broke up with her 6yrs boyfriend. And she let it go with open arms, no holding back. I wish I can be as brave to let go certain things in my life and can be as free soon after. But seems like I'm still far from being able to unclutch my fist. I wonder if she did cry, did regret or did somehow wish she could play the "re-play" button... But, I can only hope that she coped well and things are fine with her! So why am I feeling overwhelmed than she does?! Lame me.

Just saw a young malay girl, around age of 5-7, in her blades. And she can blade so well la! She has the "cool-bladding-pose" too! That reminded me of YF who only knows how to stop reversely... HAHAHA! Nice stopping pattern, though he'll end up in a different(No. It's TOTALLY OPPOSITE) direction. :p I also see a guy helping his girlfriend roll up her sleve at the entrance of my school. Well, you may think that I'm lame, but very seldom do I think young couples can produce any lasting fruits in their relationship... I don't know why, maybe I'm very pessimistic?! And because I find it hard to trust youngsters, let alone being in a relationship with one -.-" But that pair of couple somehow gave me a nice feeling about them. Oh, one nice picture I saw long ago was a girlfriend hidding behind her boyfriend's shadow from the sun as they walked through school carpark. That was a pleasant image left also... Other than that, "They'll regret for putting in too much." thought will come to my mind as I see young couples. I can't help k! Not that I want to...
FedEx have this slogan which I think is quite cool, "We deliever goods, not excuses." HAH. Trust them?? 'Why not' is you have not been disappointed before. 'NO' if you have had that bad experience... But seriously, I found out that I can hardly trust anyone very much, and to an extend, many a times I doubt God too. Is that why my faith is so little? And so difficult to grow and learn to lean not on my own understanding? Hmmm...

Went to watch Open Seasons. Well, the whole hall was almost full and one phrase caught my attention, "Till the cows come home." This answer was given by a husband when his wife keep asking her when. Then the wife posted the next question(the fatal one), "Where have the cows gone?" -..- How would you answer if you were the husband?? Will you even try to answer?

So, night everybody out there!
Don't chill out too late today!
Take care of your health!
And know that I do care here.

Even if I sent NO sms to you, or didn't call you, or haven't seen you for a L-O-N-G time...
But you somehow will still be somewhere there in my heart.
Nitez!

Dec's here. So fast.

I should be sleeping right... But my dad and I just decided to re-do the church camp booklet. Well, since I was the one who suggested it(I must be crazy when I did!), he needed me to find some pics, and do up some aligments for the printing later. But still, I think it's all worth-while. You know why?! Because that's then the Charis BEST. That's then the booklets the members and God deserve!

Next time, if I ever become a pastor, I want to learn to not only send my strongest soldiers to battle. But also let the weaker ones have a position and a part to play on the battle ground. I admire my dad. Why did he ever allowed me, such a weakling, to try-on so much stuffs? Why did he TRY to trust me so much? Why did he supported me even when things could be done better? I don't understand. And because I don't understand the amazing reason behind all these, I now want to learn to appreciate the second strongest as well...

He SHOULD be really down recently, due to many many things that happened to him. He shouldn't be having the energy to re-do booklets and decorate it with me. He should be crying in bed and feeling moody all day! Considering all that he has to go through for the past one month, I would have broken down. No wonder God uses him as a pastor but not me, I guess... I pray it's the Lord's power that's sustaining him to come so far, not his. Daddy, also my senior pastor, I salute you.

Read up on some devotional books recently and two concepts caught my attention. Depending on the Lord = Patience and Self-control = Talk back to your feelings. Well, I'm not going to type out now because I'll most probably ending typing out everything... If you want to be encouraged as well, go read RW's: The Power to Change Your Life. Yes, it's RW again!

Okie, back to WORK!